Saturday, August 25, 2012

I was the blog of the week!

hello everyone!

When I logged into my gmail I got an mail for a comment and saw that I was nominated for "the blog of the week". Then I clicked on the blog and saw this :

Yey, was thrilled, it was so random at first but then when I saw my face I was like "wooaah, awesome!" :D
thnx for picking me thou' <3

Click on the picture to get to her page also


Monday, August 20, 2012

the songs of today !

I thought this is going to be a post of it's own. These 2 songs have I been listening to the past days a lot:

The first song is by Lil wayne and Eminem,. the song is called "Drop this world" for those who haven't heard it. The thing with this song, I can really relate to the lyrics, it is like straight to the heart. I feel every word in this song, usually I don't like mainstream songs but this one is good, it is very heavy words in it and I think that everyone can relate to this. <3 

The other song is by Bring me the horizon, the song is called "Crucify me". It is screamo/growl, I haven't been listening to it so much lately but I start to do it again, it is awesome to listen to this, especially when you are angry, it is like all the frustrations get lost after a couple of songs with this band.

Well, that was it for now when it comes to music. :)

Cheers !

what a productive day!

hello !

Today I had a day off from school so I thought to myself I will take things up that I didn't have any time for earlier. I went to the bank (again) and fixed the last piece of the papers, since now that I am 18 and count as an adult I need to do these type of things, like upgrade my bankcard, fix stuff with the internet bank, cash in a check that I got a couple a days ago and etc.

After that, I went to Ginatricot and bought a pair of tights that is specialized for work-out. Also a pair of sports shoes that I can use on the gym since I am going to buy a gymcard tomorrow. 

I have been thinking of buying a camera for a while, so I think I will do that soon, see if I can afford it. It feels like it has been a productive day, more than usual. I feel also old, doing grown up things like going to the bank and stuff, lol.

haha, my new lifestyle from now on ? ;)

all the pictures are borrowed from google. 


Saturday, August 18, 2012


Usually I am not so much in to curves but this mixture, of both being slim/fit and have curves at the same time??
never imagined that it could be so sexy and beautiful at the same time. This picture really inspires me that is why I let this picture stand by it self in it's own post.

love it. <3

Friday, August 17, 2012

just an update on everything and some rage mode on

Hello everyone!

It was a long time since I updated my blog so this is what has happened these past days. I recently turned 18, my cellphone card won't work becuase I didn't pay the bill in time and my cellphone is water damaged, it was drowning in champagne for many hours until I noticed it and it was on my birthday. I have started the school again, last year before I can apply to university, I feel soo old. I got also long red hair, dyed it in a little bit more deeper red and toned it down a bit.

Oh, and also, I must take good new pictures and I am thinking about taking out my angelbites and get a tounge piercing instead. Just a thought. I am sick right now so I stayed home from school, it feels like everytime I want something to go right it turns to another direction and fucks me deep in the ass. Nothing that I do will ever be right and for once when I thought I was happy everything just got a whole lot more fucked up than ever.

I hate people and I hate you and I hate myself. HATE HATE HATE. Yes, my rage mode is on bitch, what are u gonna do about it?? (come at me bro')

No but for real, I am just a little bit deppressed and I do not hate you at all, just a certain person right now that I am not going to mention here on my blog. bitch.


It is so on.

All the pictures are borrowed from tumblr.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

PRIDE pictures and BIG BROTHER participator = spontaneous?

Hello everyone! 

Yesterday I was at Pride, for those who doesn't know what it is (which is weird if you don't since it is a huge event) it is about embrace the Homosexual, Bisexual and Transgender persons that is taking place here in Stockholm once every year.

This year I went to see the parade with Apple, Steven, Stenis and Natta. It was really nice weather to for once!
We walked around in Stockholm while the parade was keeping on so we decided to go a grab for a drink. We looked everywhere but we ended up by taking the subway to Skanstull instead. It is soo lame, since I am not 18 yet (which I will be in exact a week) I couldn't take a fucking cold beer, so I sat there forever alone with my cola while my friends were teasing me for that, derp.

On the way to Skanstull we saw this cutest tranny ever (I LOVE THEM<3) so we had to ask if we could take a picture with him/her(?) and he/she was soo nice and sweet <33

After we went for the drink we went to Steven's place. On the bus we saw Hanna from Swedish Big Brother from this year. We sat on the bus with her and started to chat a little, she is so cool irl. I really like her and what was the coincidence we bumped her in the bus when we saw OTHER 2 from Big Brother (this year's) on the parade??

It was Amandus and Annika, btw, did you guys know that Amandus isn't his real name, it is Viktor?? ;)

It was an awesome day and a perfect end for the night, got drunk and happy <3

my friends <3

cigarett and champagne!

The royal house

Me with my red hair! ;)

Annika and Amandus in the middle ;)

Me, tranny and Natta, oh, so cute <33

hahaha <3

Last but not least, me and Hanna on the bus, such a sweet girl <3

This whole entire day has been soo random and spontanious, but in a good way!
Now you have also seen my red hair, yey <3