Hi sweethearts <3
As you all know it was Midsummer yesterday. It was also one of the worst days of my life, honestly. When you don't think that things in life could get any worse, it does, even if it feels impossible it gets a big turn down.
I will not live here anymore. I cannot live with my brother and my rommate. I have to leave. I will move in to my sister next week and live there for 3 months. Very mixed up emotions about that. But grateful, think this will be a very good thing for me.
My midsummer has littertly been crap. But I got drunk late on the night and got decent drunk. That was nice, to come away from all the hard emotions after a long, long day.
I even talked to Kimberly, one of my closest and best friends, she made me realize there is more to life than what it is. She lights things up for me when things are the most darkest. This is one of the hardest times in my life I am going through and yes, I am scared. I don't know what will happend and so on.
But thats life I guess.
Well, today I am going to chill out. Am a bit hangover. So I will watch a movie called "Cry Baby", it is an awesome, cool vintage feeling to it and it was when Johnny Depp was very young and sexy (still is). ;)
If you are a big fan of Johny Depp or wants to see a real good movie about the society diffrences, racism, rockabilly music and love, I would stronly recommend it to you. :*
Edit: No, it is not in Black and White, the movie is in colour.