About the post below, things in my life have been very stressful to me and it is not getting any better, only worse. My situation at home is now totally fucked up. I hate my brother and my stupid roomie, they can go both and rot in hell. Fucking potheads. So selfish and ignorant. Dont trust these kind of people, they will only bullshit you, even your own goddamn blood will for a piece of shit bud.
Thats why I fucking quit. I making a confession. I was addicted to that, but I stopped since it wasn't doing any good to me and now that I see how my "dear" brother and my fucktard to roomate are, I realize I must have been the same selfish asshole when I was smoking myself. And no, I am not talking about ciggarettes.
This shit costs your money and your mental state. WEED IS NOT GOOD. I can't believe I am saying that but IT ISN'T.
The people who smokes and all like "woow, its organic, less worse than alcohol and not addicting. You feel great" and so on and so on.
That is honestly just a self defense because you ARE addicted to it and you are constanly trying to lie to yourself AND others that it is good but it isn't. That is just bullshit. BEEN THERE, DONE THAT.
Until, one day, I just stopped. I felt so ill, mostly mentally. I got anxiety/panic because of it!!
And constant paranoia.
I will never touch that stuff again. Ever.
Because of that, I don't have any food at home, I am broke and got big mental issues and causes my so called "family" troubles.
I think that I may delete this post. I usually don't but I am actually sharing very sensitive and personal information here. But I have to get it out of my system. I have to.
Sorry about all this negative commotion here on the blog lately. But I am honest to you my dear readers and you inspire me so much, love y'all. Never forget that. <3