Saturday, October 5, 2013

Im OK. Update.

Hi sweeties <3 

Sorry for the mood swings last night. I am feeling ok right now, I don't know what exactly happened but that happens to me sometimes. If you have following me for some time here on the blog you know that I suffer from anxiety. Some days I go without it and sometimes it appears. When it does I need to kind of get it out of my system, which is not the easiest thing to do unfortunetly..

It is a serious illness that I devoleped during the years, but it have been better with time. I think that can depend on I have some stability in my life and things are going better than usual. When it doesn't, it comes back again. I see it as a form of demon that sucks out all my energy, but I have learned to control it, not the otherway around... This so called "demon" wins over my thoughts sometimes and sometimes I regain the control back. It is really a battle but I do everything to get better and I will not let this thing pull me down, not ever..

Anyways, some good news. Found out that my big sister is pregnant, I am going to be an aunt, I am so happy and excited at the same time. I am really happy for her, she deserves all the happiness in the world. <3 

Next week I will meet her and we will go and see a movie, really looking forward to that. Tomorrow Sandra is coming over, I missed her as well. We haven't seen each other for weeks now, so it is about damn time. ;) 

So that is the update for now and I will take some new pictures by tomorrow, even maybe show my tattoos which I haven't done yet and I have promised it for ages now, lol. I need help with taking the pictures and if Sandra comes over by tomorrow I will ask her to help me with that. :) 

That's about all, love y'all! <3 


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