Saturday, November 30, 2013

Update + Today's Makeup Look! :*

Hi sweeties! <3 

It's been a while since I've had a proper update, with pictures, makeup and just an update on what's going on in my life right now. I finally thought it was about time to do one, so here it is..

During this past week I've been visiting the doctor. I finally got an appointment to discuss my problems, I have been waiting ages for this and been on a lot of doctor visits but none of them was going anywhere so finally, now I see some progress. I have really been struggling with everything lately, been to the doctors has been one the hardest struggle. Then everyone has trying to see me but honestly, been neither to busy or just to stressed out to met anyone, at all...

It is very stressful for me because everyone is like nagging on me, from EVERY SIDE OF DIRECTIONS and trying to pull me to them, so I just need a break from everyone and everything right now.. Besides, I am starting to pull myself together and I cannot have anyone dragging me down or be in the way, so sorry, but I have to take care myself first, for once. Everyone and everything else has to come in second hand right now.

Anyways, I was a bit bored so I did try out a soft cut-crease eye makeup and this is the results - 

MUA pallete in "heaven and earth".

I am not using any of my circle lenses on these photos, it is my natural eyecolor and no extensions, just my own hair. 

First I used nr.1 (as marked on the last image) to create a soft crease, then I choose a darker brown color nr.2 and went over the same soft color on the crease. Then I took just a little bit of my Face Stockholm (which is also my favorite single eyeshadow) in Black and went over my created crease, but just a tiny bit on the outer corner of the crease to create dept and definition of the crease that I've created.
Afterwards I put on my enitre eyelid (without touching the crease, ONLY on the eyelid) nr.3 and nr.4 which is the brightest one in this MUA pallette called "heaven and earth" on the inner corner of my eye just to brighten the eyes a bit more. This is a very natural, soft, everyday subtile look. I finished the eyes of with my cream eyeliner in black from ELF and put just regular white eyeliner to make the eyes stand out more on the waterline and I finished the entire thing with a black mascara.

It is really easy, it is not as much product as it sounds, I just described in all details how you do this. ;)
I am not wearing any foundation or powder on my face, just did the eyes. It is a shame that my camera don't pick up the makeup as much as I've like to so that is why I took cam photos to show you it's more true color.



Messy hair, don't care. :*

Btw, click on the pictures if you want to see them in fullscreen mode.

Monday, November 25, 2013

Inpsiration Of The Day - Angelina Jolie


As I said, I would post inspiration photos and I've got a bunch for you. But I start with the one and only Angelina Jolie. She is really an icon and strong indapendent women and an awesome actress. I love her looks, especially those full, pretty lips which is her most signature look. That's why she deserves a spot on my blog.

Enjoy :* 
















Source: Google Image Search, Tumblr.

Thursday, November 21, 2013

WILDFIRE! #throwbackthursday

Pictures from the time when I got flaming red hair. These pictures are taken at model house. ;)








Quick Update!

Hi sweeties <3  

I know that I haven't been blogging for some time now but I just wanted to make a really quick update here. I got some plans for the blog actually, I have already made dozens of post with inspiration, beauty tips and so on that is waiting to be put up here on the blog. So stay tuned for that! ;) 

About taking pictures of myself (which I've always done before) as you may have noticed there isn't so many of them lately. Well that is because these past weeks I haven't had the time to fix myself and take a couple of pictures because I have totally changed my daily rythm, which ALSO explains the lack of update. I am awake all night and sleeping all day. I really do have trouble with getting sleep at nights, I am trying to change it but since I've had this problem for months now it is really hard and it is even getting worse than I've could imagine.

I never have the time to do anything because of that, meeting friends/people, taking pictures, doing things and so on. All of that because I sleep off the day and stay awake at night, not good... Which also means I have nothing to blog about..
But as I said, I will try to change my sleeping habits and turn back the daily rythm , it is not impossible but it feels like it. Anyone else have this problem besides me?? 

So now you readers know that I am not dead, I haven't forgotten about the blog and yes I am still alive. ;) 

A picture from this summer that I've never uploaded. <3

Be patient with me sweeties, I just have a lot on my mind, I will keep up with the update. The inspiration and beauty post will be up as usual. But when it comes to personal posts and regular updates, that will be on hold for a while, hopefully not for long. My blog will bounce back to it's ordinary state eventually, don't worry.

Hugs and Kisses to y'all! :*

Saturday, November 9, 2013

How To Make Your Lips Look Bigger Without Any Surgery! ;)



Answering 85 Questions!


  • 1. Are looks important in a relationship? both yes and no.
  • 2. Are relationships ever worth it? if you truly believe that the person deserve your love and is worth fighting for, then yes.
  • 3. Are you a virgin?  what do you think?
  • 4. Are you in a relationship? neop
  • 5. Are you in love? no 
  • 6. Are you single this year? yes
  • 7. Can you commit to one person? well yes, look at question nr 2.
  • 8. Describe your crush - I don't have one
  • 9. Describe your perfect mate - Tall, handsame ofc, nice, sweet, charming gentlemen, but unfortunetly they don't exist nowadays, and if they do, they are waay out of my league. :(
  • 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? I dont know. Can only answer that if it ever happens to me.
  • 11. Do you ever want to get married? Someday maybe when I am around 30, but marriage is the last thing I ever think about right now, lol.
  • 12. Do you forgive betrayal? No.
  • 13. Do you get jealous easily? Sometimes I do get jealous, I guess everybody does if they truly care for someone and you don't always feel comfortable with the things they do that are not so nice or w/e.
  • 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? no, but interested kind of.
  • 15. Do you have any piercings? yes, one on the overlip, belly and nipple.
  • 16. Do you have any tattoos? yes, 2 bows, one on each thigh on the backside. I still haven't taken any pictures of them and showed it on the blog, thanks for the reminder! ;)
  • 17. Do you like kissing in public? yes
  • 20. Do you shower every day? almost
  • 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I don't know.. Maybe..?
  • 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? yes, I actually do think that.
  • 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? well of course.
  • 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? NO.
  • 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Now it's November. Maybe next year..? 
  • 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yes
  • 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? unfortunetely, yes...
  • 28. Have you ever been cheated on? yes
  • 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? no
  • 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? My nose, but I fixed it with filler 2 times. First time with 0,5 ml Restylane and the second time with Stylage L 1 full shot.
  • 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? yes..
  • 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? HA-HA-HA. yes. :(
  • 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? yes
  • 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? yes, I am bisexual.
  • 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes.
  • 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? no, never.
  • 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Kind of, they maybe disliked the person, but never had someone that my friends hated his or her guts out. 
  • 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes
  • 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yup...
  • 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? lol, no. I suck at poetry even if I would like to try. 
  • 41. Have you had sex so far this year? yes
  • 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? HAHAHAH. That depends.
  • 43. How long was your longest relationship? 3 years, but it was distance and on and off. Not the most serious thing in the world either.. But hey, a relationship is a relationship! :D
  • 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 3.
  • 45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013? does truth or dare count at parties? 
  • 46. How many times did you have sex last year? who the hell counts that???
  • 47. How old are you? 19
  • 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Nothing. Happened to me once, I just got upset, cried and got over it. 
  • 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? -
  • 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? take the presents and then slam the door in his face. ;)
  • 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes, I would to anything for my bestfriend and she knows it. <3
  • 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? I have, in the past. Because they are fucking impossible even though I tried everything I just realized you cannot do so much about it. If a person has made up its mind, then there is nothing you can do about it. So I just drop it and move on. :)
  • 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? no
  • 54. Is there someone you will never forget? yes
  • 55. Share a relationship story. NO.
  • 56. State 8 facts about your body - Tall, perfect boobs, 2 bow tattos, skinny, piercings, long fingers, natural big lips. 
  • 57. Things you want to say to an ex - NOTHING. 
  • 58. What are five ways to win your heart? Sweet, charming, macho, happinness and laughter.
  • 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) just look at the damn header.
  • 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 6 years
  • 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Their attidude. Honestly. 
  • 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? I like mystery, not someone who is really upfront. I prefer a shy guy a bit more than someone coming up straight in my face and dont even know or even spoken to the person and he says "hey sexy, lets get back to my place" or something like that. BIG TURN OFF.
  • 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? Pussy + pussy or pussy + penis.
  • 64. What is your definition of cheating? when someone is sharing something romantic with another person besides me. 
  • 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? Don't know, make out a lot, touching/grinding on each other.. :s
  • 66. What is your favourite roleplay? HAHAH. No. Not answearing that.
  • 67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Well, if he ACTUALLY pays for dinner, take a walk in the city, talking to each other with no strange awkwardness.. Then maybe go then make out somewhere and see each other next time. NO SEX ON FIRST DATE WOULD BE PERFECT.
  • 68. What is your sexual orientation? Bisexual
  • 69. What turns you off? Someone who is really on me, like way to much or someone who is being a sissy. Please dont. 
  • 70. What turns you on? Class, charm and just being a gentlemen. Like the men back in the days when everything wasn't just being about swag, yolo, hoes and bitches... 
  • 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? That is way to dirty to share and it feels like I have already put out to much out here. hehe..
  • 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? For me, it is ok to call me nasty stuff in bed, but not outside! 
  • 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I dont know, maybe take me to a concert? (a)
  • 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? idk
  • 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Idk, no one has done something sweet enough that I can remember. I know, sad isn't it?
  • 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? oh, I've done MANY sweet things to people around me all the time.
  • 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? as long as she or he is over 18 that person can date anyone. Now I am not talking about 2-3 years, I am talking about 10 or older.
  • 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? I will not tell that.
  • 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? not going to talk about it. 
  • 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? yesterday I think..
  • 81. Who are five people you find attractive? Are we talking celebrities or people I actually know?
  • 82. Who is the last person you hugged? My mum.
  • 83. Who was your first kiss with? Dont know, some kid in the neighborhood when I was 6 or 7.
  • 84. Why did your last relationship fail? he fell in love with someone else...
  • 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? I have done it. 

This picture is completly non-edited. Yes, I was this tanned, daaamn, I miss it!! :( <3

PROOF IN PICTURES!

Hi sweeties <3 

It is Friday and I am being lazy, as usual. Watching the Big Bang Theory and to poor to go out this weekend so it looks like I will just be at home. My friends are at Toxic (club) and yet here I am, lol. I am thinking about tanning this weekend, I've got my tanning lotion now that I ordered and I would really like to try it out! :)

Anyways, it feels like everytime when I am telling people I got more international readers than swedish it feels like people thinking that I am telling a  lie. Only yesterday I've got 97 views and just today, without any update besides this one I've got around 258 views and it still increases by the hour.

I am truly grateful to my followers, EVERYONE, no matter what country. I am happy that YOU who are reading this right now behind that screen like my blog so much. <3 

 This post is just to make people shut up and stick it into their eyes because I am feeling sick of have to prove myself all the time.. 

Total pageviews Today, Yesterday, Month and All time.
Statistics just Today, overview from what countries and how many readers I've had.
This month's overview of readers

CLICK ON THE PICTURES TO SEE IN FULLSCREEN FOR YOU SUCKERS THAT DON'T BELIEVE ME, SUCK ON THAT! ;) 

Hugs and kisses to y'all sweeties, love you readers and thank you for reading my blog, I appreciate it !! <3

Friday, November 8, 2013

I Love Sheldon Cooper!


LOL, I've started following The Big Bang Theory, I usually watch it when it runs on TV but now I am totally hooked on it, I already watched 2 seasons in 2 days! :D 

I don't know why, I actually love the jokes and Sheldon makes me laugh so hard sometimes and the things they say in the show, just the random things makes me laugh the hardest. I never been a fan of it, just watched re-runs on TV when there is nothing on, but now, I am actually starting to like it, a lot. Maybe because Sheldon reminds me of me sometimes, he hates people (except his only few close friends) he doesn't really care about anything that much except himself (well, mostly) and he is the best and he knows it. I also love his view on love, he really reminds me about myself on that point! :D 

Do you watch the show and what do you think about it? Let me know. ;) 

Source: Tumblr.

Thursday, November 7, 2013

#throwbackthursday

Hi sweeties <3 

Sorry for not updating but during last week's weekend I was busy. I had Nathalie over then for a couple of days then we went to see the Thor 2 (which was awesome) with my sister and her fiancé. I thought about doing a review of the movie and write about it but I never got the time and after seeing the movie and not write about it days after I just didn't feel like it. I am thinking about doing a review or grade the movie from 1-5 stars, but I do it in a post later on. 

Anyways, since I haven't even taken some new pictures and it is #throwbackthursday and this is the first time I do it (I should do it every thursday, lol) so here is some old pictures that I took in The Studio (that is what the studio place is actually called) with Frida. :) 







LOL, so cute! I remember the angelbites, the honey colored lenses and ofc my platinum blond hair. <3