How are you all doing? For me, I am fine, better actually since my last blogpost. I mentioned there that I was going to a meeting it it went well. That made me relax a little bit more. The only downside right now is stuff at home, the frustration at my family is legitimately very real. They are seriously so stupid and ignorant sometimes, like why are you not working with me instead of working against me? I am not your enemy here idiot. Why makes things sooo complicated when there is no need for that at all? It is just soo provoking to me, like making shit over and over and over again and right after each other, when one unnecessary problem is solved it doesn't go 24 hr the next one is at the door knocking, like wtf? How hard is it to not get yourself in trouble? For what end? For what good does it make ? ARGH. I am sorry, I just needed to get that out of my chest. #girlwhoalwaysrant #butthatiswhatweareherefor #right?
Anyways, enough about that. Now Christmas is coming. I am not in the Holiday spirit, like at all... I might do some fun Christmas look but I am not going to celebrate it this year (omg say what?!?), yes, you read that sentence right. It really isn't that big of a deal to me, or at all actually, if you are in the spirit for Christmas, that is truly wonderful but for me, not so much this year. I am just gonna be at home, it will be like any other day for me really, AND I AM FINE BY THAT, NO I DON'T HATE CHRISTMAS, NO I AM NOT DEPRESSED AND THAT IS WHY I DON'T CELEBRATE IT THIS YEAR, NO I AM NOT MORE CRAZY THAN USUAL. THANK YOU.
This is just before you get any ideas, there is really no reason to it at all, I am not gonna celebrate, simple as that and I am happy about that choice.
New Years will be different though this year, I am going to celebrate it with completely new people this year and I am kind of excited. I think it will be a very chill NY evening and I need to get a new dress though... I am not gonna go fully out this year with my outfit as I did last year since that was in total vain. If you cannot remember New Years was a complete disaster for me last year so that got me very turned off by the whole idea. But since this year is going to be completely different people from last year I think it will turn out great, I don't wanna jinx things so let's just say I hope it goes well. ;)
Later in January I will go to a hairdresser aka one of my closest friends to fix my hair, YASSS GURL. I am super excited since I am going to try Olaplex for the first time, it is going to be very exciting to see how that works. Also my hair is a complete mess right now, it looks awesome in pictures but irl it has a lot of yellow tones since I had my hair highlighted before all the highlighted parts are white but the ones who is not highlighted is yellow-ish and in comparison to the white hair strands it looks even more yellow than what it already is, UGH. I tried to fix it myself for the longest time by buying tons of hair professional products made for blonde hair and made for cancelling out the yellow tones (it wasn't cheap, so was more or less broke bc of it after that) but nothing worked. It wasn't until then I finally caved in and decided that I will go to a hair saloon and let someone professional fix it. Honestly I should have just went to the hairdresser from the beginning with the amount of money I've spent on products for nothing I could have just used those to get it fixed once and for all by a professional. So much wasted time and money for nothing. Well, not completely for nothing, I have learned my lesson, if you can't fix your hair at first try don't even bother, just go to the hairdresser, TRUST ME, it will save you money in the long-run, energy and the health of your hair. I wish I wasn't as stubborn as I am sometimes.. In summary, I am super pumped to get my hair cut, colored / bleached and treated, gonna look gansta AF . ;)
Also, as you may have noticed, I've changed the header of the blog since I felt the last one was a little outdated. The pictures that I will include in this blogpost are my most recent ones and are some that I've used in my header , so enjoy :*
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL MY LOVELY,S SWEET, WONDERFUL, SUPPORTIVE, MAGICAL READERS. LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCH. I MAY BE A BITTER PERSON BUT I ALWAYS HAVE LOTS OF LOVE TO GIVE TO YOU, YES YOU, WHO ARE READING THIS, EVEN MY HATERS. <3