Tuesday, February 28, 2017

Knight Of Ren Inspiration

Hi sweethearts <3 

How are y'all doing? I am good, well, I sorta feel sick but other than that I am great. I have a holiday now so I am free this entire week and then school starts again next week.. Not super excited about that tbh but there is one thing I am very excited for when it comes to my school, I will be having photograph lessons towards the summer I think. Honestly, I am soo stoked about that. I am trying to take pictures and sometimes they turn really good and other times, not so much. I did however snap a few today and I am pleased with how they turned out. I always had this idea in my head of this look and then FINALLY I did it. If you all didn't know this (which I HIGHLY doubt) I am a huge Star Wars fan and in particular, a fan of Kylo Ren which plays the villain in the latest Star Wars movie The Force Awakens. I seriously LOVE Kylo Ren and I find him truly fascinating, there is something about him as a whole that makes me so intrigued by him. I have a thing for villains I have noticed throughout the years but I find them a lot more interesting because they have a complexity that is much more appealing to me rather than your good ol' superhero.

Anywho, in the movie he has a team of people that works for him that are called the Knights Of Ren and Kylo Ren being the master over Knights Of Ren. They are all ofc the darkside and are super badass and all of them dress scary and dark.  I love that about them of how they look and such and this was my idea if I was in the Knight Of Ren I would probably go for a look like this, something dark, sultry and smokey. The color schemes are black and red on the eyes and the dark lips adds an eerie feeling to the entire look. This is my interpretation of Knights Of Ren makeup look.

Yay for great quality pics woop !

BTW - I noticed my domain was expired since a week back and that is why when you went onto this blog everything was gone. I just fixed it and I hope you still come back and don't think I ditched the blog. If I would ever do so I would first of all let you know way ahead in good time and second I wouldn't delete it, I will ever delete the blog. I can imagine myself far away in to the future that I would private it but that is nothing you should feel concerned about now. This blog is still gonna run for at least a couple of years more. It was simply a technical error, I am still here y'all and I would never leave like that without giving you a notice first. <3 

Friday, February 17, 2017

Chameleon At Full time

Hi sweethearts ! how are you all? <3 

Today is going to be a blog post, don't worry lol. It is Friday today but in all honesty I don't feel like going out or doing ANYTHING besides chilling in my bed, clean a little bit then do some pamper evening routine since it was AGES ago and dear lord how I need it!
Especially after being so stressed out in school with all the studies and short deadlines. Now when I think about it, I haven't really had the time of taking care of my self like scrubbing the body, do a hair and face mask, tan and even using my damn moisturizer, like wtf?
I do however have a hard time using body lotion during the winter time since it is so bloody cold and it is already freezing enough to get out of the shower and get dressed, I will freeze EVEN MORE if I apply my body lotion and wait for it to dry while dying slowly from frostbite lmao. I think everyone who lives in a colder climate can totally relate to this problem, I am way better of taking care of my skin during summer than winter tbh which should be the other way around since your skin is so dry during winter and needs all the extra care it can get. Lmao, did I just wrote about body lotion for these past minutes? Yes you did jawa. 

ANYWHO - This week has been so damn stressful and a big clusterfuck of emotions. Just when I felt great and everything was going so well then OF COURSE it just HAD to happened something. I mean, nothing has actually happened but it is you know those little things in your everyday that just builds up and then you start to stress over it and then all of a sudden your anxiety levels are at their peak. It's like, I really want to write it out here but I know some people I know will not take it as a good thing and honestly the last thing I need is drama starting from their ends and sometimes you just gotta learn to keeps things shut and for yourself which is one of those things.
Let me just say, I really love my real friends and it makes me see how much they love and appreciate me for who I really am and that means literally the world to me. <3 

Also here are some pictures I have taken lately, this makes me realize how different I always look, my classmates are a bit confused every time they see me and it makes me laugh every time as well :)

Regina Georges sista from another mista #meangirl
Princess Bubblegum Vibes, woop ! 

Unprepared picture that actually turned out pretty OK

me and my nr 1 ultimate babe Nicole, love you lots <3 



Taken 2 days ago

Christmas time
Christmas time, was really feeling the vintage vibes that day for some reason

Me with silver hair, also, the first time trying the wig

This is what I actually look like normally FYI *laugh crying emoji*

I hope y'all are satisfied now with the amount of selfies and update because I have some studies to get done with. TTYS :*

Saturday, February 4, 2017

Silver Hair + Another Video + Update

Hi sweethearts! <3 

How are you all doing? As for me, I am great, just a little bit tired but other than that things have been going REALLY well since last time I posted. You can kind of see the difference of my mood between my last video and now this, it is literally like 2 different people lol. I am kind of amazed how well things got after I posted that last video in my last blog post. I was so nervous putting it out there and still kind of am but the thing is with me I do not look back or read my old stuff that I have posted in the past, at least when it comes to these sort of difficult and personal experiences. I put out what I feel in that moment and that time and of course it changes since life is changing all the time, we go through hardships, we live, we grow. That is the circle of life. I do not beat over the things that has been happening in my past. The reason why I even started this blog ages ago was because I wanted to write out what I feel and what I go through, to me, this blog, is a self biography in a way for me and that is available for everyone to read. I must admit, since I started school again I have been a bit angsty for them to find this blog and read about my personal life since I am nothing alike at school as I am in private but at the same time I feel like if you want to get to know me really well, on a personal level, this is the best way. I am awful at expressing myself with words irl but here, I am fully myself and I really put myself out here for everyone to see, it is very liberating for myself to do so and have this blog so I can vent out. I also feel that if anyone from my school find some weird shit here (it is bound to happen, sorry lmfao) well...

Life ain't perfect, the difference between me and you I just document my weird, good and bad experiences and I think that is also why people still come here to my blog because on some level you can relate to what I am feeling in my writings and it is hard to be this open as I am here and I understand not everyone can do that, especially on the internet since it can be a scary place at times and a lot of sensitive information can be found but honestly, I have learned to put myself out there, I like doing it and I fully understand that not everyone is capable of doing it as I do but that is also one of the main reasons people read my blog, instead of writing out their own words they can relate to mine and my experiences and suddenly it doesn't feel so lonely or hard anymore. That is also the main reasons why I blog.

I know I should be writing more but honestly I don't always have the time, I feel it is much more time consuming doing it rather than just talking to a camera, record it and then put it up. In this video I talk about what has been up lately and also trying to do my makeup at the same time as I am talking, which doesn't go so well... LOL.

I will be posting more videos on youtube, I will do vlogs there from time to times and also I will be doing more beauty videos over there so subscribe to my channel if you aren't already so you don't miss out on anything. It can take some time to put the videos out here on my blog in posts since I film them and put them out on my youtube channel so if you do not feel like waiting and want to keep up to date I would recommend you subscribing to my channel and to my instagram as well since I do post there from time to time.

jawavoncherie is my youtube name and my instagram name , so give it a follow if you like and I TTYS :*